24 ~ they/he ~ ♡Married♡ ~ Demiflux ~ queer/polyromantic ~ neuro divergent ~🏳️‍🌈♥️⚧🇨🇦~~Disabled~
~I have extremely severe anxiety, so if you're here to start something, please don't. ~ ~🚫Fastest draw in the west with a block button 🚫~ ~TERFS/SWERFS get instablocked~ ~ACAB~
status: I was too poor for Tamagotchis, I had dinky dinos.
1 day ago

So, I have a theory about depression, self consciousness and body dysmorphia. (bare in mind that I am not a psychologist)

A lot of people have heard of the fact that the brain causes one your see themselves as 5 times more beautiful than you really are, but what if something about depression/ self consciousness/dysmorphia turns that function off, or even reverses it?

I’ve noticed that I have features that my mind will tell me are unattractive, but if I see those specific features on OTHER people, they won’t seem unattractive or I’ll actually find the features attractive on others.

I mean like, I’m sure there’s an already documented reason why this happens but I just don’t know.

Just a little food for thought.

2 days ago

Late tonight a bunch of staff are playing a game called role call and if you thought fugitive was wild just w a i t until i tell you how this goes cause role call is absolutely terrifying

We aren’t letting the campers play it so that lets us up the scare factor by 147%

Ok so the game had to be pushed back a few days so we can figure out scheduling so heres the gist of it.

The more people you have for this game, the better. It has to happen at night. The people get into a straight line, and begin to walk in that line all around the area. They cannot turn around and look at each other, and cannot speak; with the exception of the person at the front of the line.

That persons job is to begin the role call. They simply say, “Role Call!” And their name, then each person down the line says their name in turn.

Here’s the kicker: there’s one person not included in the line. The Taker. They have the job of stealing away the person at the end of the line as silently as possible. The game’s sole purpose is to instill a sense of fear and paranoia in whoever is in front, because as more people get taken, there are less and less people to say their names during the Role Call.

The front person decides when they want to start the Role Call. Obviously, the more often it’s said, the less scary it is. But as more and more people disappear, they become Takers and can then do more damage than just the one.

Some Takers can replace the person they stole, making the person directly in front of them either incredibly paranoid or safe. At least until the Role Call. Takers cannot say anything during it, so it usually ends up more terrifying to know that the person behind you is silent. Again, everyone in the line cannot make a sound except responding to the Role Call.

The game is over when the person in front is taken. There is no winning, only waiting. Waiting for your turn to go. Imagine the fear that person in front has, when they softly announce “Role Call” only to find that everyone behind them is gone.

Not exactly a game for the weak willed.

My reactions to this, in order
1. What The Hell Kind of Creepy Horror Movie Punishment Game Bullshittery is this?

2. I want to play it Right The Fuck Now.

1 month ago

Posting faggot and queer like 2am gunshots to keep property values on my blog low and scare away assimilationist LGBTs who want to replace my empty lot full of native wildflowers with a 5-over-1 because they're too traumatized by their upbringing to accept the reality of our diverse marginalized community

The dykes and trannies in the notes have informed me they would like to be included in this commentary on the homogenizing forces of gentrification within the queer community as represented by language discourse around "slur" reclamation

1 month ago

Sun, 6, 2023 1:20pm
Anonymous:

How can you hate seafood like fish is SO good. Salmon is rich, tuna has like a meatyness, trout has a light flavor, crab and lobster are so good. How can you hate seafood?? Like have you TRIED it before? Fish is good with anything!

squibbles-gubwee:

You seem like the kind of person who would sneak bacon to a vegetarian or person with religious dietary restrictions because you dont see the harm.

Im allowed to not fucking like something. “I dont like it” is a full sentence that should be accepted more often.

angriest-ginger:

As a seafood lover, this anon is wack as all hell.

People like what they like and they don’t need to justify their taste in foods.

Literally wtf dude, you’re fuckin nuts.

Like bruh.

“Have you even tried it before?”

Yeah, they were with me.

They fuckin hated it.

1 month ago

Sun, 6, 2023 1:19pm
Anonymous:

How can you hate seafood like fish is SO good. Salmon is rich, tuna has like a meatyness, trout has a light flavor, crab and lobster are so good. How can you hate seafood?? Like have you TRIED it before? Fish is good with anything!

squibbles-gubwee:

You seem like the kind of person who would sneak bacon to a vegetarian or person with religious dietary restrictions because you dont see the harm.

Im allowed to not fucking like something. “I dont like it” is a full sentence that should be accepted more often.

As a seafood lover, this anon is wack as all hell.

People like what they like and they don’t need to justify their taste in foods.

Literally wtf dude, you’re fuckin nuts.

Like bruh.

1 month ago

Thu, 6, 2023 1:38pm
Anonymous:

Is Leo trans in your fic? Everyone makes him trans and its really annoyiong and he isnt??? trans??? like canonically he's not. I just want to know before i get into your fic.

squibbles-gubwee:

Just for this ask, Leonardo is DOUBLE TRANS.

no clue if you’re a terf who somehow wandered onto my blog or just…idk, rude, but even if the Rise writers walked up on stage and said out loud that Leonardo was not trans…We can still hc him as such. Youre reading a fic about future leo coming back to the past. Im pretty sure thats not cannon either.

Anyways, if you’re a terf, go fuck yourself. ♡

squibbles-gubwee:

anyways, ill take this moment real quick to say:

Happy pride! Terfs, Swerfs and Transmeds aren’t welcome at pride and you aren’t welcome here on my blog.

I don’t even watch TMNT but you know what?

All the turtles are trans now.

Leo? Trans.

Mikey? Double trans.

Donnie? Triple trans.

Raph? QUADRUPLE TRANS.

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